Im 19 from PA, just living the college life and loving every moment! I work hard to keep everyone around me happy which involves having a huge social life... I also have chronic nightmares which means no sleep but i manage. Grew up with a hard life but I typically look on the bright side of things. I have anxiety and panic attacks but luckily I have a wonderful boyfriend who puts up with me and keeps me togther! I love him with all my heart and i support him 100 %. He's My Soldier.
R.I.P Robbie Jones! <3 I know your up there looking down on me.. Keep me out of trouble. My guardian angel.

The sinner

If you think that in some strange theory that the way you sin is different than the way I sin Id like to challenge that. People play their life out in a way that looks less evil than their others but in all honesty we all live in fear and disappointment and sin. Just we live in different fear and disappointment and sin… I fear Love but you fear Rejection. I disappoint myself and you disappoint your family. The way I sin is none of your business but the way you sin is everyone’s business. Pick your poison but be careful.

Living.

What the Hell did I do to deserve any of this? My family is so fucked up my friends wonder how I function! They ask me how i get out of bed everyday! My mom says Im hateful but ya know what I fucking deserve to be hateful! I don’t know how im not medicated or talking to a Shrink… You know what happened to that happy little girl? Her family.

Jan 1st at 9PM / tagged: life. Hell. family. / reblog